a lot has happened lately. this year has gone by so fast- it seems like yesterday when i started at mills. even thought it has passed by so quickly, i have changed a lot. my opinions are more logical and well-thought-out, my sense of self is more defined, my outlook is more all-encompassing, as is my insight. yet despite all of this, i am still me, just more so. and also, all the stuff "wrong" with me (meaning all the disorder crap) is still there, i could still be considered "goth" or "punk" or "weird" or whatever. it's like everything is imperfectly perfect. but then again, when you think about that, it makes total sense. maybe that's the way it's supposed to be...